Almost 21 years ago today, Dylan Klebold wrote of his feelings of abandonment over his best friend (not Eric Harris) getting a girlfriend and Dylan feeling that he'd been left behind. It should be noted that this was penned well before Harris and Klebold began making plans for their attack on Columbine.
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Vodka's Thoughts- The [Redacted] Situation 7-23-97 A changing time
It is not good for me right now (like it ever is)... but anyway... My best friend ever: the friend who shared, experimented, laughed, took chances with & appreciated me more than any friend ever did has been ordained... "passed on"...in my book. Ever since [redacted](who i wouldn't mind killing) has loved him.. thats the only place he has been: with her... If anyone had any idea how sad I am... I mean we were the TEAM. When him & I first were firends, well I finally found someone who was like me: who appreciated me & shared very common interests. Ever since 7th grade, ive felt lonely... when [redacted] came around, I finally felt happiness (sometimes)... we did cigars, drinking, sabotage to houses, EVERYTHING for the first time together & now that he's "moved on" i feel so lonely, w/o a friend. Oh well, maybe he'll come around ... I hope.
That's All {an arrow points to the words- for this topic}... maybe ill never see this again... { an arrow points to a
redacted word between 2 symbols}
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